Anticipating....

Nothing really. Well, not anything that I'm aware of.

But, for the past week or so, I've had this strange sense of excitement, hope and anticipation. Every day I wake up excited about something....but I honestly have no idea what in the world it is. Because, really, every night, I realize that nothing spectacular has occurred that day.

Don't get me wrong, nothing bad has happened either...but it's just weird. This anticipation that has my adrenaline pumping each day is completely unfounded...and yet it's not going away.

A week or so ago, I asked the Lord to restore my hope and excitement in Him and specifically regarding one area because I had started to doubt that He'd ever promised me anything in that area. And, even as I was praying that night, I felt like He led me to a verse that said something to the effect of "no one who hopes in Me will be disappointed."

So, I have a feeling that my excitement and anticipation is connected to that (the verse, not necessarily the "one area"...but I do find myself thinking that that's what this anticipation is all about)....and yet, right now, it's nothing more than a feeling....nothing is actually occurring...which is fine, I guess. It's just weird...and yet really great...it's a whole lot better than being depressed, doubtful and disappointed. :)